Losing Something Important

2010/03/21 03:40
Recently, I have had this feeling of losing something important.
It could be responsibility or diligence.
I found myself not having interest in anything but doing nothing for my burdens, and avoiding responsibility.
It could be true that I have been trying to be look stronger so that I can survive in this lonely city.
However, while I saw myself collapsing over and over, I was not able to find what was wrong.
I imagined other possibilities I could have had if I had not chosen this way.
If I took some other path, would the results differ from now?
Would I become a better person?
What are the fundamental elements of becoming a good person?
So ridiculous that I'm so lost at this age.

2010 US National Indoor Championships

2010/02/16 18:58
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삶의 힘든 부분을 견딜 수 있는건
What makes me to endure the painful time in my life is that
잠시나마 괴로움을 잊고 무언가에 집중할 수 있기 때문이며
I can focus on something which allows me to forget those hardships,
매번 작으나마 다음단계로의 목표를 설정하여 이룰 수 있다는 희망을 가질 수 있기 때문이다.
and although it might be trivial, I can bear a hope that I can achieve the next goal.

There is no glory in practice, but without practice, there is no glory.
Fight on!

Good Bye 2009

2010/01/02 11:33
If someone ask me if I was happy in 2009, I'd answer not at all.

Although definitely there were moments when I had a sense of accomplishment and happiness

it was just too hard for me to endure the time for decision making that made me mentally so exhausted.

It was something worth to try but I could've made better choice other than that.

I'll never come back to where I've been standing and I'll never recall what I've done.


Good bye 2009.

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2009/04/26 02:00
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What is good is what is good.
Not all of good things need to be admired or praised.
Just see it, smell it, feel it as you like it.

Give All.

2009/04/07 11:27
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다른 사람들에게 무언가를 주어야 한다면 댓가없이 주자.
사람들에게 실망하지 않는 기본적인 자세를 잊고 있었어.
즐거움에 젖어서 사람을 너무 믿지도 말아야 한다는 사실도 잊고 있었어.
We are all basically alone.