"My_Days"에 해당되는 글 27건

  1. 2010/03/21 Losing Something Important (2)
  2. 2010/02/16 2010 US National Indoor Championships (3)
  3. 2010/01/02 Good Bye 2009
  4. 2008/11/30 Where am I? (3)
  5. 2008/07/06 In The Dream (2)
  6. 2008/06/22 The Horrible Truth.
  7. 2007/08/16 Back to Reality (2)
  8. 2007/03/14 This Is Nothing (2)
  9. 2007/02/25 Ads (2)
  10. 2007/02/17 Happy New Year (2)
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Losing Something Important

2010/03/21 03:40
Posted by Derlcn Posted in " My_Days "
Recently, I have had this feeling of losing something important.
It could be responsibility or diligence.
I found myself not having interest in anything but doing nothing for my burdens, and avoiding responsibility.
It could be true that I have been trying to be look stronger so that I can survive in this lonely city.
However, while I saw myself collapsing over and over, I was not able to find what was wrong.
I imagined other possibilities I could have had if I had not chosen this way.
If I took some other path, would the results differ from now?
Would I become a better person?
What are the fundamental elements of becoming a good person?
So ridiculous that I'm so lost at this age.
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2010 US National Indoor Championships

2010/02/16 18:58
Posted by Derlcn Posted in " My_Days "
사용자 삽입 이미지

삶의 힘든 부분을 견딜 수 있는건
What makes me to endure the painful time in my life is that
잠시나마 괴로움을 잊고 무언가에 집중할 수 있기 때문이며
I can focus on something which allows me to forget those hardships,
매번 작으나마 다음단계로의 목표를 설정하여 이룰 수 있다는 희망을 가질 수 있기 때문이다.
and although it might be trivial, I can bear a hope that I can achieve the next goal.

There is no glory in practice, but without practice, there is no glory.
Fight on!
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Good Bye 2009

2010/01/02 11:33
Posted by Derlcn Posted in " My_Days "
If someone ask me if I was happy in 2009, I'd answer not at all.

Although definitely there were moments when I had a sense of accomplishment and happiness

it was just too hard for me to endure the time for decision making that made me mentally so exhausted.

It was something worth to try but I could've made better choice other than that.

I'll never come back to where I've been standing and I'll never recall what I've done.

Good bye 2009.
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Where am I?

2008/11/30 22:07
Posted by Derlcn Posted in " My_Days "
I sometimes think about what made me to become like this.
Why am I so much care about things that I can't do anything about them?
I was too close to the edge of the cliff.
And now I feel like I should stop pushing myself toward the empty space.
I believe that THE DAY will come soon.
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In The Dream

2008/07/06 04:30
Posted by Derlcn Posted in " My_Days "
A thin rain peeled off the rust from a skyrocket iron building and made the stream of red bloody rainwater.
추적추적 내리는 비가 높게 치솟은 철제건물의 녹을 벗겨내며 피와 같은 붉은 빗물로 흘러내렸다.
You and I, we were desperate to find a shelter to hide from the coldness and fear
너와 나와 우리가 추위와 겁에 질려 몸을 피할 곳을 찾는동안
I witnessed an empty plain even without a blade of grass,
잔디조차 자라지 않는 황량한 들판을 보았고,
I witnessed people who lost happniess on their faces,
웃음마저 잃어버린 사람들을 보았고,
I met an old man who was telling us who you were and who I am.
너의 과거와 나의 현재를 말해주던 할아버지를 만났다.
I was standing a step ahead of you to protect you from it but when I looked back, you weren't there.
네 한발짝 앞에 서서 다가오는 그것을 막으려 했을때 너는 내 뒤에 있지 않았다.
When we were managed to avoid rain and fear in a small room
비로소 비와 공포를 피해 작은 방 안으로 들어왔을때
I wondered what I am to you.
과연 너에게 나는 어떤 존재였는지 궁금해졌다.
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The Horrible Truth.

2008/06/22 16:38
Posted by Derlcn Posted in " My_Days "
I became the one who I've never ever wanted to be...

I got nothing to tell you but sorry.
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Back to Reality

2007/08/16 15:25
Posted by Derlcn Posted in " My_Days "

I came back to the place where things should be done by myself.
다시 내가 할 일들이 있는 곳으로 돌아왔다.
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This Is Nothing

2007/03/14 08:41
Posted by Derlcn Posted in " My_Days "

There will be much more than this.
앞으로는 지금보다 더 심한 일들이 많을거야.
This is only a beginning of my tough days.
이건 단지 시작에 불과하니까.
If you don't want to lose anything,
그 어떤것도 잃고싶지 않다면
what you can do now is do it as hard as you can.
지금 네가 할 수 있는건 할 수 있는만큼 열심히 하는거야.

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Ads

2007/02/25 16:37
Posted by Derlcn Posted in " My_Days "

No more ads on my blog.

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Happy New Year

2007/02/17 19:58
Posted by Derlcn Posted in " My_Days "

Happy new year
즐거운 새해맞이와
and another gloomy holiday for me...
나에겐 또 한번의 우울한 명절...

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