Derlcn :: Will's Gallery

Everything began from back in the old days when I was only a little boy.
I remember what I've done and what I meant for that.
As a consequence, now I had to reconsider my decision over and over again until I get confused and finally lost.
It was the habit that I've kept doing for many years, and now it turned out to be a meaningless habit.
At this time of every year, I was always busy to find something good and meaningful.
And I hoped it could change things even just a little bit.
Every time I find it useless, I had to deceive myself that it will get better next year, but it never happened.
I'm still not sure if I should do what I've done for many years, but I surely know that I'm so exhausted and hopeless to keep the habit.
If I stop here, I will lose it forever...